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Questions About Angels
- Billy Collins
Of all the
questions you might want to ask
about angels,
the only one you ever hear
is how many can
dance on the head of a pin.
No curiosity
about how they pass the eternal time
besides
circling the Throne chanting in Latin
or delivering a
crust of bread to a hermit on earth
or guiding a
boy and girl across a rickety wooden bridge.
Do they fly
though God’s body and come out singing?
Do they swing
like children from the hinges
of the spirit
world saying their names backwards and forwards?
Do they sit
alone in little gardens changing colors?
What about
their sleeping habits, the fabric of their robes,
their diet of
unfiltered divine light?
What goes on
inside their luminous heads? Is there a wall
these tall
presences look over and see hell?
If an angel
fell off a cloud would he leave a hole
in a river and
would the hole float along endlessly
filled with the
silent letters of every angelic word?
If an angel
delivered the mail would he arrive
in a blinding
rush of wings or would he just assume
the appearance
of the regular mailman and
whistle up the
driveway reading the postcards?
No, the
medieval theologians control the court.
The only
question you ever head is about
the little
dance floor on the head of a pin
where halos are
meant to converge and drift invisibly.
It is designed
to make us think in millions,
billions, to
make us run out of numbers and collapse
into infinity,
but perhaps the answer is simply one:
one female
angel, dancing alone in her stocking feet,
a small jazz
combo working in the background.
She sways like
a branch in the wind, her beautiful
eyes closed,
and the tall thin bassist leans over
to glance at
his watch because she has been dancing
forever, and
now it is very late, even for musicians.
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